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Depression.

It has been accumulating.

The amount of happiness I experience is less.

I don't smile that much anymore.

My smiles do not last.

Tire.

The amount of sleep I get is less.

I get tired even more.

Even with more sleep it makes no difference.

Stress.

I don't feel alive anymore.

I don't feel like myself anymore.

I don't feel like I belong here anymore.

No one at home will listen to my problems.

They only complain.

No one at home wants to help me.

They only demand help.

This is the worst time of my life.

My life I feel it won't last.
I want to commit suicide.

I want to get out.